Local Mage of Doom

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Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

🎐 Account Intro + DNI + Artist Info🎐

Hello hello! Name’s James, or you can call me Windy/Breezy~ I got by He/Him and They/Them! I’m Non-Binary and Pansexual. I’m dating a wonderful guy, @ketchfantrolls


I’m a digital artist from the states and honestly came to Tumblr to have fun and talk about my silly little ocs <3

My biggest obsession rn is Homestuck/Hiveswap and I’m primarily a fantroll blog! I have a masterpost of my fantrolls atm the moment here, more will be added as I bring out new fantrolls/fankids!

Masterpost [Muses]: Here
Masterpost [Ships]: Here
Masterpost 2 [Ships]: Here

☁️ Account Details ☁️
- I am 18+
- Most of my content will be either fandom/oc [Either art or writing]
 - If I make art for you and you share it onto other platforms [Insta/Twitter/etc], please simply refer to me as “James” and don’t link back to my Tumblr account [This is bc there’s people I don’t want back into my life]
- If you make art for ME and you share it somewhere else, please don’t like it back to my Tumblr account. Simply say the character belongs to someone named “James” [D*vianr*rti s a blacklisted site for me, too much trauma]

🌑 NEVER INTERACT DNI 🌑

-Pro shippers
-Racists
-Homo/Transphobes
-Anyone who’s against LGBTQ
-Sexists
-Toxic shippers
-”Walker” [You fucking know who you are]

☀️ Artist Details☀️
Requests: Depends
Art Trades: Always open
Design Trades: Always open
Commissions: TBD
Collabs: Always open

Pinned Post account intro DNI list blog info introduction post
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windy-trickster

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-> Kamava made a slight, almost inaudible noise within her throat before clearing it, gently tapping her pen against the clipboard. She was trying to choose her next words carefully.

“Fraaankly my deaaar, aaand you maaay ignore ⇞his if you wish ⇞o, I feel aaas ⇞ho ⇞his Sonjaaa chaaaraaac⇞er waaas faaar more in ⇞he wrong ⇞haaan you were. You were maaanipulaaa⇞ed aaand forced ⇞o s⇞aaay wi⇞h him becaaause you fel⇞ unsaaafe wi⇞hou⇞ him. I don’⇞ believe I haaave ⇞o spell ⇞his ou⇞ for you, bu⇞ you’re ⇞he vic⇞im in ⇞his whole scenaaario. aaand ⇞he faaac⇞ he’s now ou⇞ of your life is some⇞hing ⇞o rejoice over reaaally, bu⇞ ⇞haaa⇞ is simply my opinion. I don’⇞ know much aaabou⇞ ⇞his Sonjaaa ⇞o properly judge ⇞he si⇞uaaa⇞ion.”

“Good aaa⇞ maaaking friends or no⇞, i⇞ seems like he waaas well aaawaaare of whaaa⇞ he waaas doing while you on ⇞he o⇞her haaand ⇞ook much longer ⇞o reaaalize. aaand I believe he very much used ⇞haaa⇞ aaagaaains⇞ you. Your willingness ⇞o do whaaa⇞ever he waaan⇞ed gaaave him power, maaade him feel like he waaas in con⇞rol. I caaan’⇞ blaaame someone who waaas being aaac⇞ively maaanipulaaa⇞ed for ⇞heir aaac⇞ions. Bu⇞ I caaan however blaaame aaa willing maaanipulaaa⇞or for ⇞heir horrid wrongdoings. I personaaally weigh more blaaame on Sonjaaa ⇞haaan on you. You were bo⇞h so young, bu⇞ even so he seemed ⇞o haaave graaasped ⇞he faaac⇞ ⇞haaa⇞ haaaving someone under his ⇞humb meaaan⇞ he could ge⇞ so much while doing so very li⇞⇞le.”

“aaand from whaaa⇞ you saaaid eaaarlier, he haaad confron⇞ed you aaand go⇞⇞en under your skin, caaausing you laaash ou⇞ aaa⇞ him aaand ⇞eaaar in⇞o him. Which I feel you were 100% deserving of doing so. He pu⇞ you ⇞hrough hell aaand you gaaave him aaa ⇞aaas⇞e of his own medicine.”

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...i wasnt forced to s-stay... ...i chose to... and i dont think he was like that on purpose... ...i... ...oh... im doing it again...

>> You sink against the couch a bit in sadness. Even after everything went wrong and you're not involved in each other's lives anymore, you're still making excuses for him. That actually stings quite a lot.

...i have to tell you... though... he's not all bad... and i dont mean that in a way to excuse how he acted... ...hes literally not all bad... ...he has two personalities... ...only one of them is determined to hate me... ...the other one is a good person who accepts the wrong that he did and tried to do right by me...

...and i didnt mean to explode at him the way i did... ...i was just s-so s-stressed out... and i s-snapped... ...i wasnt even angry at him... not really... ...i was just shouting about everything going wrong in my life...

windy-trickster

-> Kamava cocked up an eyebrow at the whole “two personalities” thing, but she wasn’t here to question about Sonja. So she was going to leave that topic for another session.

“⇞ell me ⇞hiomi. If you were aaable ⇞o maaake aaamends wi⇞h Sonjaaa, since i⇞ seems bo⇞h of you haaad aaa haaand in maaaking ⇞hings uns⇞aaable, would you?”

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Anonymous asked:

Weird question kind about kamava, would therapy for trolls on alternia be like the earth equivalent of being those people who get paid to just cuddle people to make them feel better? (I believe they are called a professional cuddler) Like are you getting paid to just fill a pale quadrant when needed? Cause I kind of saw moirails kind of like your therapist friend. Sorry if I am way off. Just wanted to see how you saw therapy on alternia being a little different than earth's therapy. Getting a better understanding if that makes sense.

Y'know. That’s a very good question that I haven’t really dug too deep into, but I’ve got some thoughts on it.

I don’t want to say it’s like a professional cuddler or anything. My approach w/Kamava is for her to be like- An ACTUAL therapist. Someone who’s job is to try and like- Y'know. Help guide someone through their feelings/thoughts/choices and actions.

Kamava herself is someone who’s a bleeding heart and wishes to help anyone and everyone basically. She openly detests the very apparent and never-ending coldness that Alternia pushes out. She’s well aware there are so many trolls who could use someone to just… Talk to, in a sense. Which is why she pushed herself to learn certain little tactics and methods to teach to others in hopes of easing their worries/make life easier for them.

Now could being paid to a fill the pale quadrant exist on Alternia? Absolutely, I could 100% see that being a thing. But in Kamava’s case, she isn’t like that. She’s not going to be someone’s moirail bc they paid her. If she’d actually wanted a moirail, she’d want someone y'know. She’d actually FEEL pale for.

I like to imagine services like therapy aren’t a like- ABUNDENT thing on Alternia, or they’re basically non-existent for the most part. Much like things like mental health care/disability care/etc etc. [I’m not trying to compare these three things btw, just giving other examples is all.]

In short: Kamava’s char is supposed to mirror that of a legit therapist. Someone whose job it is to guide others through their problems and help them find ways to like- Deal/Manage/Make things easier for said person.

Hopefully that makes things a little clearer for you, Anon. I appreciate the ask very much! Getting to explain my thoughts is always a pleasure!

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-> Kamava hummed softly as she wrote everything down, gently tapping her pen against her clipboard. She debated on whether or not to ask about this "ex pale". She didn't want to possibly cause any stress, but sadly it was a topic she'd have to touch eventually.

“⇞his... Ex paaale of yours. Do you mind ⇞elling me aaa li⇞⇞le aaabou⇞ her? Whaaa⇞ waaas she like? How did you ⇞wo mee⇞ in ⇞he paaas⇞?”

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>> You were hoping she wouldn't ask about Sonja just yet. With a deep sigh, you run a hand through your hair in preparation for unloading this particular baggage.

...hes male... actually... ...his name is s-sonja... ...hes the one i mentioned earlier who confronted me... ...we met when he was four and i was three... ...he found his way to my hive after a failed suicide attempt... and we became moirails quickly afterward...

...to be honest... it was a huge mistake... ...we werent mature enough... and we ended up hurting each other a lot as we got older... ...if we never met... though... i probably would have been culled a long time ago... ...he did s-so much to protect me from anyone and everyone who even considered hurting me...

...but he was possessive and controlling and manipulative... and i was blind to it until i met dantli... ...s-sonja was obsessed with having me all to himself at all hours of the night every night... s-so having to s-share me with another troll became a problem almost immediately...

...in the end... i broke up with him a couple of s-sweeps ago... ...we had a mutual friend that had been trying to woo him... and s-she took him in afterward... s-so he left me alone... ...s-shes not around anymore... but he has a new matesprit to obsess over now...

...im mostly to blame for how he is... ...i never put up or enforced boundaries... s-so he got used to always getting everything he wanted... ...i always gave him the benefit of the doubt and made excuses for him when he did s-something wrong... ...he was terrible at making friends... s-so when he wasnt with maeron he relied on me for almost everything... and i was s-so busy with him i didn't really have friends outside of him until we were older...

...instead of being a good moirail... i just enabled the worst parts of him the whole time we were growing up... ...its no s-surprise he hates me now...

>> Well, half of him does. Tragedy at least wants to see you do better and be happy. Too bad his way of doing that is cutting you out of his life so his other half doesn't become a threat to you. It's understandable, but you wish it didn't have to be that way. Comedy's too far gone to ever redeem, but Tragedy could have been a good friend.

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-> Kamava made a slight, almost inaudible noise within her throat before clearing it, gently tapping her pen against the clipboard. She was trying to choose her next words carefully.

“Fraaankly my deaaar, aaand you maaay ignore ⇞his if you wish ⇞o, I feel aaas ⇞ho ⇞his Sonjaaa chaaaraaac⇞er waaas faaar more in ⇞he wrong ⇞haaan you were. You were maaanipulaaa⇞ed aaand forced ⇞o s⇞aaay wi⇞h him becaaause you fel⇞ unsaaafe wi⇞hou⇞ him. I don’⇞ believe I haaave ⇞o spell ⇞his ou⇞ for you, bu⇞ you’re ⇞he vic⇞im in ⇞his whole scenaaario. aaand ⇞he faaac⇞ he’s now ou⇞ of your life is some⇞hing ⇞o rejoice over reaaally, bu⇞ ⇞haaa⇞ is simply my opinion. I don’⇞ know much aaabou⇞ ⇞his Sonjaaa ⇞o properly judge ⇞he si⇞uaaa⇞ion.”

“Good aaa⇞ maaaking friends or no⇞, i⇞ seems like he waaas well aaawaaare of whaaa⇞ he waaas doing while you on ⇞he o⇞her haaand ⇞ook much longer ⇞o reaaalize. aaand I believe he very much used ⇞haaa⇞ aaagaaains⇞ you. Your willingness ⇞o do whaaa⇞ever he waaan⇞ed gaaave him power, maaade him feel like he waaas in con⇞rol. I caaan’⇞ blaaame someone who waaas being aaac⇞ively maaanipulaaa⇞ed for ⇞heir aaac⇞ions. Bu⇞ I caaan however blaaame aaa willing maaanipulaaa⇞or for ⇞heir horrid wrongdoings. I personaaally weigh more blaaame on Sonjaaa ⇞haaan on you. You were bo⇞h so young, bu⇞ even so he seemed ⇞o haaave graaasped ⇞he faaac⇞ ⇞haaa⇞ haaaving someone under his ⇞humb meaaan⇞ he could ge⇞ so much while doing so very li⇞⇞le.”

“aaand from whaaa⇞ you saaaid eaaarlier, he haaad confron⇞ed you aaand go⇞⇞en under your skin, caaausing you laaash ou⇞ aaa⇞ him aaand ⇞eaaar in⇞o him. Which I feel you were 100% deserving of doing so. He pu⇞ you ⇞hrough hell aaand you gaaave him aaa ⇞aaas⇞e of his own medicine.”

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